sad
26.11.09
Today i very sad...
cause YANG YANG no belive me...
i don know wat should i do...
i very sad...

25.11.09
coming...
he back le...
no need half years...
but i don know...
wat should i do now...
which wan should i choose...
i don know...i so sad...
and luan a....
my heart luan...
my brain pain...
i don know..

TO:MY Babe
I WANTED YOU
24.11.09
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I... I'm so sorry baby But
I, I... I gotta pack up and leave But
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
and I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you babe....wait u....

TO:My Babe...
I WANTED YOU
24.11.09
Lately i've been thinking 'bout wat i can do...
I've been stressing that i love with you
i'm so sorry that i couldn't follow through..
but i can't go on this way..
i've got to stop it babe..
you've been wonderful in all that you can be..
but it hurts when you say that you understand me..
so belive meI, I AM SORRY I...I AM SORRY I, I
I WANTED YOU to be there when i fall
I WANTED YOU to see me through it all
I WANTED YOU to be the one i love
I WANTED YOU, I WANTED YOU
I WANTED YOU to hold me in my sleep
I WANTED YOU to show me when i need
I WANTED YOU to know jus how down deep
I WANTED YOU, I WANTED YOU

在一的离开
23.11.09
福兴，你决定要离开我没办法留你。。
因为我知道你决定的事情是不会改变的。。
是我绑不住你。。。
我让你走。。
你离开后我会很想你。。
我也不想的。。。
我只想你快乐。。。
记住要平安的回来。。
我爱你。。。
我会等你回来。。
不要在次离开我。。。

等待{waitting}
21.11.09
洋洋，要我等他半年。。。半年的时间说长不长。。
说短也不短。。
不知道这半年会发生什么事情。。。
就像我妹妹说的。。
可能我会结婚。。
可能我有别的喜欢的人。。。
或许是他变心。。
忘了我。。。
半年的约定。。。
我可以等吗？
真的可以吗？
我做得到吗？
我不知道。。
我怕。。。
怕自己做不到。。
这些问题都在我的脑海里。。
怎样想都没有答案。。。
好怕。。
真的好怕。。
我希望做得到。。。

Unhappy
18.11.09
Jus now gaduh le...
so sad...
does he know me will sad...
i think he don know...
he jus like no care me...
me so care about he...
i afraid lost he..
will he....

回来了
17.11.09
他回来了。。。回到我身边了。。
He come back le...i so happy...
when i know i wan everyday see he...
everyday hug he...
i jus wan he don 离开me...
i jus hope he stay will me...
will he??
don know...should i ask he...
nbut i jus wan he happy only..
if he happy wan me do wat also can de..
did he know....???

傻瓜の我
13.11.09
傻瓜的我。。
放开了。。
也累了。。
洋洋，等你去KL回来。。。我们就分手吧。。。
让你回到那女孩的身边。。
我会离开。。
应为我爱你。。。
所以我要离开你。。
我不想。。
我怕。。
你去了就不会回来了。。。
我真的怕。。

lonely

10.11.09

yesterday Yang Yang call me le...

yesterday so happy....

but a little bit sad...

he tell me tat he wan to married with her...

my heart pain again...

i don know i do like tat good or no....

but i scare....

he will 离开me...

next month he wan go KL le...

he wan go celebrate chrismest with her...

no with me...

T.T...

i sad le...

88 le my love....

累
08.11.09
今天好累。。。
真的累了。。。
刚刚说错了话。。。让我的爱人生气了。。
对不起。。
我不会了。。。
我的心里只有你。。
对不起。。。
我会永远爱你。。。
mwaks...

Again...
he reply me le...
he wan me become he gf le...
don know y so happy...
now he don have phone use le..
cant chat with me..
but i miss he..
miss he.....
really miss he~O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
u got miss me ma?
i will try to be a good gf...
and give u more love...♥♥♥♥♥(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
Baby~~~♥♡❤i love u....mwaks....

leavingの离开
06.11.09
离开了。。。leaving le...
你离开了我。。。u leaving me le...
再也不会回来了。。。nvr mind come back le...
我怕。。。i scare...
你有把我放在心里吗。。。did u put me in ur heart...
我好难过。。。i very sad...
i don know y i very care about u..
everynite i will think tat u slp le...
or haven...or still work..
i afraid u tired...
i scare u haven eat...
i scare ur everything...
i say really...
i love u....
don know y so sad din see ur msg....
will u think me...
will u...
i think no ba...
wait u....

关心
05.11.09
突然好想关心他。。
是不是对他有感觉了呢。。。
不知道。。
好可怕。。。
洋洋，对你的爱好乱。。。
你人很好。。
可是你让我怕你。。
又是你很凶。。
有时又觉你对我很好很好。。。
你对我是爱吗？
还是只是单纯的想找我陪你，弄你开心呢？
我希望你是真的爱我的。。。
可以吗？
SKK，你很累哦？
我都不敢回你信息。。
怕吵到你睡觉。。
如果真的累了，可以说。。
我就不回信息你了。。
加油。。。

不开心の开心
04.11.09
昨天认识了一个男生。。
他叫SKK。。
哈哈。。。
好奇怪的名字。。。
我觉得他人不错。。
只是我觉得他爱美女吧。。
有可能我跟他只是朋友。。。
我觉得怪怪的。。。
感觉到害怕了。。。
心一直觉得我该怎么办。。。
好怕。。。
好怕。。。
担心。。。
希望你会快点出现在我面前。。。
让我感到安慰。。
我希望有一个安慰。。。
可以让我依靠的人。。。
我压迫的只是安慰。。

03.11.09
这几天好烦。。。现在在生病。。
好累。。
想了你好久。。可是
你还是不会回来我身边。。
你去找别的女生了。。
你离开了我
让我觉得害怕。。。
感到心痛。。
这种感觉好可怕。。
我想你回来。。。
可是你永远不会回来了。。
再见了。。。我爱的人。。。