好久没来了。。。
发生好多事情。。。
好不想写。。。
跟福兴吵架那么久了。。。
吵到我好累哦。。。
我很想他。。
想他在我身边的时候。。。
想他牵我手的时候。。
想他的全部全部。。。
我只想在他离开我的时候多看看他。。。
多陪陪他。。
我会很想很想他。。。
宝贝。。。想你。。。

sad
26.11.09
Today i very sad...
cause YANG YANG no belive me...
i don know wat should i do...
i very sad...

25.11.09
coming...
he back le...
no need half years...
but i don know...
wat should i do now...
which wan should i choose...
i don know...i so sad...
and luan a....
my heart luan...
my brain pain...
i don know..

TO:MY Babe
I WANTED YOU
24.11.09
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I... I'm so sorry baby But
I, I... I gotta pack up and leave But
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
and I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you babe....wait u....

TO:My Babe...
I WANTED YOU
24.11.09
Lately i've been thinking 'bout wat i can do...
I've been stressing that i love with you
i'm so sorry that i couldn't follow through..
but i can't go on this way..
i've got to stop it babe..
you've been wonderful in all that you can be..
but it hurts when you say that you understand me..
so belive meI, I AM SORRY I...I AM SORRY I, I
I WANTED YOU to be there when i fall
I WANTED YOU to see me through it all
I WANTED YOU to be the one i love
I WANTED YOU, I WANTED YOU
I WANTED YOU to hold me in my sleep
I WANTED YOU to show me when i need
I WANTED YOU to know jus how down deep
I WANTED YOU, I WANTED YOU

在一的离开
23.11.09
福兴，你决定要离开我没办法留你。。
因为我知道你决定的事情是不会改变的。。
是我绑不住你。。。
我让你走。。
你离开后我会很想你。。
我也不想的。。。
我只想你快乐。。。
记住要平安的回来。。
我爱你。。。
我会等你回来。。
不要在次离开我。。。

等待{waitting}
21.11.09
洋洋，要我等他半年。。。半年的时间说长不长。。
说短也不短。。
不知道这半年会发生什么事情。。。
就像我妹妹说的。。
可能我会结婚。。
可能我有别的喜欢的人。。。
或许是他变心。。
忘了我。。。
半年的约定。。。
我可以等吗？
真的可以吗？
我做得到吗？
我不知道。。
我怕。。。
怕自己做不到。。
这些问题都在我的脑海里。。
怎样想都没有答案。。。
好怕。。
真的好怕。。
我希望做得到。。。